My next card...Judgement

This card is dominated by a large figure..almost like an angel..who appears to be calling out everyone...like a final curtain call...this figure looms over everyone and everything ..almost like it is giving out its final orders/decrees..
The other more small and almost less significant figures are naked..they have an exposed feeling. They have their arms out and open...like they are waiting for something..almost like they are waiting to be handcuffed and taken away....they appear to be in coffins...so maybe the day of rekoning....awaiting their final outcome..
This card seems to be very open and easy to read....a sense of a final understanding..and final conclusion will be handed down..I have a feeling of like their destiny is set and they are waiting to find out what it is....like the path is set and the outcome certain.

What does everyone else think of this card??

I know that I have not been posting as much..life has been pretty hectic. I have been feeling a bit of a disconnect. You kow..where nothing seems to make you happy, or hold not joy..it all has seemed boring....or like there is no point. have you ever felt that way?? Who knows maybe I just need medication and a bottle of wine!!! hehe Even though I may not of been posting..I have been lurking....

Everyone is doing well...very well. The princess enjoys Kindergarten..she seems to be learning new things. I get to hear the same songs over and over and over and over..ya get the point. She seems to be making friends..which is nice. Trying to teach her lower case letter..not as easy as I thought.

Little man is in his new daycare..it was a search up the very end. I just hope this one works. She is a nice lady, just getting into daycare after being away from it for a while. For now he is the only kid there, but I know that will not last long. She is pretty close to our house, which is nice.

Spiritualy, things are going well. I decided to see if I could join that local coven that is close to where I live. I have joined them for their Mabon ritual and for a regular weekly thing. This week it is the Full Moon Ritual..which should be awesome. I foiund my tarot deck that I thougt I had lost..I knew once I bought a new one..it would show up!!! Maybe I'll keep that one at work..to study during my lunch break. I am hoping that by focusing on my spiritual needs..I can better focus on my other needs. I just want to feel like I belong..which I know is not a bad thing.

What else can I say....overall..I am doing well..I just need to learn to take it one day at a time..and control only what is within my power to control. The rest is up to the Gods.

We have all asked and been asked the question, where were you on this day 6 years ago?? It willbe asked again and again..and I hope so. I can't wait till my children have to do an assignment on it and learn where I was and how I felt..it is important..no matter where you are from and where you live.. hope this day touches us all.

May you take time to say a silent prayer, or do a small ritual, or reflect..please do so. May today be a day we always remember and a day we we can never let other generations forget. may the Gods bless and hold close those familes and friends that lost loved ones on this day. May those who have left us continue to watch over us. may the Gods watch over all the men and women in the military, let them know they are supported, appreciated and loved. May they all come home safely.

*sigh*

Ellie started Kindergarten today...I managed to keep it together until she got to her teacher (they were lining up outside) and then I teared up. I told myself I would not cry..but I am soo darn proud of her and a bit on the nervous side. I think it showed. I think I asked Ellie one too many times this morning if she was excited and she said to me, Mom, I was already excited. hehe What a cutie. I took a pic..I'll try to add them later. *goes of to wonder where did all the time go*

 Blessings

I need to rant..I would of written about this on Friday when it happened but I needed to cool off before. I am still pretty steamed. On Friday I found out that my son will be terminated from his day care. Why you ask!!?? Cuz he is not on a schedule and it has been 2 months since he started!!!! More importantly I think it is not a schedule she likes and he is in a fussy stage right now. she thinks he needs more attention and one on one and she can't give it to him. The other issue is that he has rarely taken a afternoon nap there. You see all the kids nap in the same room, which is fine..but sometimes he needs to whine and fuss before he settles down. Well, I guess it was hard for some kids to sleep them..so she stopped offering him an PM nap..well..he gets real fussy then cuz he is overly tired. Plus you add that he is teething and one should be understadning that this baby is just not in the right sorts. She claims she has tried different things to get him on a schedule. What I don't think she tried was having him nap in another room. so now I have 2 weeks to find new daycare!! In my area it is next to impossible to find infant daycare for the hours I need!!. Arrgghhhhh!!!!!! It took me almost a month to find the one we got when little man's first daycare lady moved!! What really pisses me off it that it is in no way fair to my little guy!!! I am just soo upset!!! So if you could spare some prayers, energy..whatever..I would appreciate it!! Thanks for listening to me....it just makes me soo mad!!